Sunday, September 14, 2008

After Dream

Dreamt of a dream, where the familiar faces are shown, with the least expected incidents occurred; death, exam questions and betrayal. Among all three, the last affects the most, leaving the deepest impression, even after dream. Perhaps it is due to the previous experience, flashback taken place and the fear of similar incident happening once again is aroused. Distance to be kept between two for the sake of satisfying the dearest, for the fear of having the person we loved being snatched away just like that. Another form of betrayal is what they called, other than not fulfilling the promises one has made, to backstab another with or without them knowing, perhaps simply, not achieving the least expectations being set. Why troubled and annoyed by such meaningless dream? Guess it can never be helped, especially when similar situation has taken place years ago. Does not matter how many times we tell ourselves, does not matter how often we talk to the others, that dreams are dreams and they are not real, it would still haunt us from time to time, before we even prepare ourselves for its arrival. The effect of after dream, telling us the expected and the least expected, where we wonder.