All lost and confused, where the sense of insecurity is so strong that we see no future ahead, which somehow equivalent to giving in and waiting for it coming to an end. We do not know what to do, yet want to do something in order to fix it; we do not wish to see it ends, yet start wondering the days after it happens; we do not want the awkward moments continue, yet remain silent in the phone for few seconds. Discovering the truth has always been hard, especially when we are informed by the third parties or perhaps figure it out on our own instead of the people responsible telling us; maintaining a relationship has never been easy, especially when there are the external and internal factors which play a role in affecting the situations and problems occurred, be it the differences in perspectives or distance in between. Sometimes wonder, when it is destined to be, why try so hard to stop it, to the point where we hypnotize ourselves to hold on. Perhaps this is a form of perspective which needs to be changed. Our lives would come to an end does not matter what we do or who we are, but that doesn’t mean we should put it to an end right here and now; even if relationships are to be ended, it does not mean we shouldn’t enjoy ourselves to the very last moment together. Everything looks so grey when we are lost and confused, when we couldn’t find our way out and when we are about to give up upon our hopes; however, it doesn’t mean that we cannot stand up once again and to live a better life.
