Wonder if it is a form of hypnotization due to the previous incident or the emotions can really be dealt with within four days; all calm and cool now. Guess letting go of something isn’t so bad, except the part where the memories together often pop up in mind, making us wonder how things would go in the future. Despite the fact that it is somehow awkward, it is still kind a cool to be informed earlier, isn’t it? Nevertheless, I am ready. When we are able to handle things on our own, we do it; when we can stand up by ourselves, we do it; when we are capable of something others can’t, we do it. Strong enough to be independent, tough enough to not always trouble others, firm enough to not influence by many emotions; those are what we usually think we should be. Certainly, we ask for help when we know we need it most, like many have said, a good soldier knows when to back out, for there will always be the chance to strike again. When the decision has been made, when the time is up, when it is a must, we do it, does not matter whether we can last, does not matter whether we would have a future, does not matter if it ends right here and now. As long as we’ve enjoyed ourselves, as long as we had a great time together, as long as we are still good and well, it is alright.
