Whatever we see, is not equivalent to what the others do; whatever we feel, whatever we please, whatever we do. The moment we thought of giving up on one relationship, be it friendship or partnership, be it due to the unspeakable reason or self sacrificing, and be it plain intention or need, that’s that. We do not need many reasons to befriend with someone and similarly, there are times where we do not need a reason to not befriend with someone. However, when it really does happen, that we choose to let go of one relationship, it is hard to be mended, for the reaction is irreversible, for it is our decision of doing so, for we want it to be though we may not be. Self sacrificing, to walk out from a person’s life, to think such act would hurt nobody, to say it is for the good of both; an unwise action to be taken indeed, in any ways, varying from one to another. The urge to slap a person in order to wake him up, the urge to tell them they are wrong, the urge to slam the door right in front of their faces; to pull them back from the black hole of depression, to take control over our bodies so that we wouldn’t feed them with our fists, to express ourselves the best without being violent. Tears rolling down the cheeks, uncontrollably, when one says goodbye, as if that would be the last time he shows up in a person’s life. The uncontrollable feelings when one is to leave, to erase the past footprints in the heart, to do it for good, as if. Leaving the situation as it is does not help, because the people involved are lively beings, not untouchable crime scene. How much does it help if we are to free ourselves from one particular problem, but get trapped inside our very own hearts, for the rest of our lives?
