Saturday, July 5, 2008

Continuous

Continuous outings can be physically tiring perhaps but definitely not mentally worn out. Spontaneous wants and needs at times direct us to immediate actions; durian feast, two hours at the mall and a night time meeting at the Indian stall. We enjoyed the moments being spent on teasing a friend who is indeed afraid of one particular smell, where another surprisingly played a piece of his mind using the piano; a grab on the clothing we have tried on, the first time ever getting oneself a jean skirt, which unfortunately appears to be one size larger; the so called meeting where the suppose to be serious atmosphere has been turned upside down with jokes and distractions, decisions being made regarding the event week after next. Our lives lead on from one to another, where everything is linked and connected to the universe. A continuous reaction and effect brought about. We may be wondering how and why things happen in life, perhaps that’s just the way it is; the continuous questioning when we are having a hard time, when we don’t understand the situations, when we can’t read a person’s mind; the continuous happiness when we think we are, where we enjoyed every bit of life, the heartfelt thank you notes, the pat on the shoulder, the company of others, the message from the dearest. A bond can be weak or strong, can be long or short, can be long-lasting or maybe not, but it continuously form and break to the very end. We might be receiving unwanted blames and treatments for now, but one day it will be changed, for the circle continues going round and round.