Desperation

Is it true that once we’ve had our first love, we would start missing the moments of having someone to care for? Is it a fact that we cannot stand the life of being single after we’ve tasted love? First time experiences take up most of our memories, be it the sparks above our heads when we are changing spotlight or the centipede found on our leg out of nowhere. Perhaps it is just us who are not willing to pull ourselves out from the past, hence comparing the days before and after the incident taken place, where it soon develops into desperation when we are looking forward to living the past again. We may be desperate for attention, we might be hunger for love and we could be waiting for a whole new level of what we may call the changes. We compare ourselves with the people around us as we want to possess what they have and what they do not have, we challenge the others as we want to prove our capabilities and skills, be it academic wise or social wise and we eliminate the opponents who we think are standing on our ways. All and all, we are simply being desperate over our possession and others’ as well, for most situations.